Yes, it's been forever since I posted, my life is pretty much the same, except for a new beautiful niece!
New Pictures are up!
Check em out on my Flickr! Page. 
Click on the link to take you there!


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I know I didn't let everyone know that my sister was pregnant and that I would be an uncle again, but at that is no longer the case...
My wonderful sister Rachael, Lorellei's mommy, miscarried. She had an ultrasound today and it confirmed that the baby no longer had a heartbeat.
Sad day....

I was the first one that Rach told about the new baby...  She ( Read more... )

My yesterday has takin my tomorrows

my empty heart can’t take no more

It’s hard to live with no one to follow

Where’s the hope that I had before

I watch the seasons fade, my face still out of place

each step, I can’t deny, I’m in trouble

Tell me

How can I live without somebody like you?

Some body like you, Tell me

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Yeah, put a couple new photos up on my flickr site.  Actually I put almost 5 pages of new photos worth, but yeah, if you want to check them out...


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If any of you have MySpace, you will noticed I copied this, mainly because I'm too fucking tired to write it again...

Well, I started a part time job today...  I did 9 hrs at my first job, then drove an hour from Goshen to South Bend and put in 6 hrs.  So add in the half hour drive to Goshen and the half hour drive back from South Bend, I've had a ( Read more... )

So, I'm retarded and I sprained my ankle today...  I'm a wreck...

Yup, a wreck....

New life please?

Soon please

What is it that I want?  What should I want???

DAMNED CONFUSED FOOL I AM.....

I......................

HATE, LOVE, FEAR, ADMIRE, ENVY..................  Endlessness............

Say it......

Can't.............

AFRAID, SCARED, GUTLESS, ASHAMED........................................................................

This is a man, reduced to a child once more ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about switching jobs...

It would be with a Private Military Company, which stations it's employees in Afghanistan, Iraq, Kuwait, as well as many peaceful areas.

Some others are Australia, China, Japan, Germany, etc...

The money is great, but in some areas it's quite dangerous, but I would see something a rare few see.......

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I Paid Off My Car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, this is the best news I've posted in a really long time...

It's done, no more car payments.  3 years and 8 days later, my car is Mine!

It's no longer the banks, I don't have to pay any more money towards it.

25 thousand dollars later, with some interest here and there, it's mine, all mine...

Just some bills to pay ( Read more... )

It's interesting really, the more I think about life.....
The more confused I get...
Where do I want to be???
Should I have stayed at college?
Should I be here, right now?
Did I make the right choices?
Should I have said things I didn't?
Should I have followed??
Should I still be asking questions?
Should I still wonder what could have been?
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