I didn't realize people still posted on this thing. You guys are troopers.

"He really loves you, Amber. I'd hate to see you hurt him over something like this ( Read more... )

How much can a person take before they should just give up?

How do I fix it?

I hate being fickle and indecisive. I wish I could just make up my mind.

The thing is, when I do, I'm sure it'll be gone.

I'm back in St. Paul. I never thought I would be so sad to be home. I've cried about five times in the past 24 hours. It's so strange. I spent four and a half years excited to be done with college and move home, but now... I don't know... I feel lost. I don't know what I'm going to do or where I want to be, and I'm too afraid to commit to ( Read more... )

I don't think I can leave. Albuquerque has been some of the best and worst times in my life. When I go home now, everything is different. Don't get me wrong. I enjoy spending time with my family and friends, and Minnesota will always be home to me. But I haven't lived there in almost five years. I've stayed for months at a time, but even ( Read more... )

My grandma died. Her funeral is next Wednesday.

I hate that people keep feeling the need to just die. And I'm lucky my father is amazing and bought me a plane ticket home.

I will go out and have a few drinks with my girls or my significant other, but I'm done with the whole party scene. Cuz lets face it, you can't trust people when you're drunk. Also, I hate the person I become. I'm better than that.

Sorry Amanda - don't be too disappointed! I'll still party like a rockstar with you in other ways ;-)

Last night while I was waiting for a call from a certain someone telling me he was on his way to pick up his birthday present, I get a call from my BFF ( Read more... )