Well, it's been a year again. I was going to do a full blown recollection of 09, and some 08 thrown in there, but I've been much too bitter lately. I know it'll pass, then come back, then pass again, but instead of acknowledging my emotions, I'm going to ignore them. So now I'll do what I do best: post pictures that make me laugh.
Any move I make will be the wrong one. Each possible choice will make me less happy than I am now. So, based on that, how do I decide? Do I just do nothing? Or flip a coin? Does it even really matter in the whole big picture, anyway? Blah.
One year. Wow. I find it utterly unbelievable that I've been out of Miami for so long. I haven't even thought of LJ in the past year, until by some strange movement of the universe me and Jeremy both log in at the same time. Now that PROVES our telepathic connection. I agree with him though, basically all of our past friendships have dissolved.
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somethings scare me. like how just when i'm thinking there isn't a god and fate doesn't exist, something changes my mind. and somethings seem too real. and others make no sense at all.
at least i have scrubs to pull me through the hard patches. i think jeremy's right, i need to stop menstruating. or just not as often.