so if i havent mentioned yet, in the past i would come here pissed n type a bunch of crap about what was going on ( Read more... )

advisory: my posts on lj r mostly negative bc i was hurt or am hurt with no close friends to share with bc i am a wandering orphan in this world. no one cares to understand, im not looking for sympathy. no one would understand unless u were close to homelessness or homeless, hated on, etc. whatever. my brain is fried n not off drugs, its called ( Read more... )

a lot has happened in my life that some will never never never understand ( Read more... )

hmm, it has been awhile since my last post...i keep telling myself that i want to post positive, happy, fluffy, ok not fluffy, but just floaty high in the sky happy stuff. it sure is tough ( Read more... )

20 times in rage!!! Christ only you can forgive me ( Read more... )

hmmm, wanted to be free for a long time ( Read more... )

dear Lord....

help us to be joyous in the toughest of times. i love You. Amen.

awww, i feel like cussing a multitude ( Read more... )

wow, umm, wow, my wife is 16 weeks pregnant this day...we made love on october 4th and wallah! alakazam! a baby is conceived ( Read more... )

last night we argued...this morning we tried to mend things n we argued worse than we did yesterday ( Read more... )