k I am over being mad at my friend. No reason. Just other things to think about that are good. Thank you live journal priest. It has been absolved. I'm lucky to have any friends at all. nite.

I have friends I have tried to lose. I don't understand why we ever became friends in the first place. I've gone at least a decade without any contact and then somehow they are back in my life ( Read more... )

No ones watching. Very few hear. anger, jealousy, they are dead weights around your heart. love is not possesive. how would I know? I've had real love. and I have known the warped kind too. Love doesn't destroy its objest of focus. Love doesn't dismantle its partner. Lay it down before His feet. The great I am. The Lord of Lords. Lay down every bit ( Read more... )

My sister left for Canada, VT, NYC, Philadelphia, NC today. Last night she brought me this and put it on my refrigerator. She said "It's from your birthday too." It is from a book dated to read on September 16. She could not have known my heartache this week dealing with someone else's insecurity. This is for you too ( Read more... )

By the way I'm locking this up soon. If you want to be a friend let me know, SOON. Its come to this. Somone's sneaking a peak at my heart. you know its Spider.

Well I just typed my thoughts and then hit some key and they all disappeared- so I guess you will have to imagine what I wrote.

well last night i stayed up till 4:30am talking to my bestest friend. she is intelligent, unusually gifted, and broken. i love all three parts...equally ( Read more... )

new journal, new start ( Read more... )