Dear Journal,
i am conflicted inside. I fear myself more than ever. I stay the course, but this path scares me. no, it makes me nervous. fear of being...yeah, i fear of being.

Do not to turn my back on the various ways of this world

Do not to scheme for physical pleasure

Do not rely on anything

Consider myself lightly; consider the world deeply

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I believe its time to use this again...havnt in a while 88weeks actually...thanks to a post from a very cute girl i know.

.i.am.lost.and.havent.been.found.

just a matter of time before im down and out again.

im writting to let myself know.

.imissyouso.

iloveyou

i wish i hadn't added to the pressers of the world.

depression is an illness that still to this day irefuse to take any fucking pills to change, thats been strong for 15 years. thats what i've been thinking about as of late.

inocence.

is there anybody going to listen to my story.
all about the girl who came to stay.
shes the kind of girl you want.

AMy WInehouse was wrong when she said [love.is.a.losing.game]

bouhleeted are the bad things, seriously "."