Soo.. I think if they are still playing.. I am suppose to go and watch Kasey do her band and singing thing on actual Halloween night.. and then me and John are going to Halloween Horror Nights together.. he just wants us to be together.. and me and him just go.. hmpff.. what fun.. right.. noo.. I really love him he just needs to get his shit ( Read more... )

Looking at pictures and dreaming of you at night is the only way i get to see so every night i look forward to falling asleep and dreaming but when i wake up a sadness comes over me because the dreams can't come close to capturing your beauty and loving touch

havent wrote in my LJ in awhile.. and I would just like to say that Kasey did fuckin' kick ass the other night.. well last week but we all know..

Kasey.. The next Courtney Love or The next Britney Spears?????????
You Decide.. Love you Grl.. it was fuckin AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!

umm nothing all that fun has happened.. umm.. it has been a while i guess since i have been on my LJ and they changed the shit around on me.. hahha..weird.. anyways.. im bored and there is nothing more too say.. i have just slept and watched movies in my room all day.. and i broke out the old nintendo (the original one) from the 80's.. ive had it ( Read more... )

It seems that no matter what..I always end up dissapointed. Maybe I just want too much for people..or maybe people just don't care enough to concern themselves with my feelings. Either way..Im about two seconds from cutting someones fucking throat, so back the fuck off and don't bother me

wow.. those were like the greatest toys.. besides those etch a sketch things..

Some people are like Slinkies... not really good for anything, but
you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs.

went and seen freddy vs jason tonight.. it was alright.. not all what i had expected but you know.. nothing ever is now days.. you know it seems that everything is just weird around here.. and i dont know exactly on how to explain it all..

i dont know how to feel.. i dont know what to believe.. it is like i dont know how to go on with my life right now.. nothing is going right.. i just wish sometimes.. soo.. that i never would have to go through all this pain.. why me?

John broke up with me today says that he needs time to get shit straightened out and needs to find a job.. yah.. i balled my eyes out for 3hrs but you know.. shit happens.. there are alot of things that i will never forget that have happened between me and John.. umm.. ya know he has some things over here like 2shirts, pair of shorts, and a pair of ( Read more... )

what does life have instore for me tonight??? a slice on the wrist??? or just a simple rape???

You choose the destiny of my night...