everyone who thinks blair is pathetic may raise their hand now.. wow.. thank you.. thats all i needed to know.. im not crazy.. a little psychotic.. my intentions are good.. but.. there is that thing.. that one little thing.. that i cant get away from no matter what.. i want to yell at you.. i wish you were here because i want to  make you feel bad ( Read more... )

i feel sick.. like im going to puke sick.. is it the anger welling up inside me.. is it the defeat that for some reason just snaked its way through my body.. all i know is i think im gonna throw up soon..

thought i would post something.. things are really crazy right now.. im kinda going through each day somewhat like a zombie.. i miss him.. and it kills me that im not in his life and in his daily routine... but thats all for a different story.. instead i will keep pretending im still okay.. when every second im thinking of him..

i do believe its been quite a while since ive updated.. so here it is.. school sucks.. blah.. of course the first thing i do is complain.. umm.. we are moving out of the hosue.. sad.. bradons getting married tomorrow.. duno how that will go.. and on the last note.. i think the whole world needs to get laid..

*somewhere in a quaint class room sits a beautiful teacher with 20 screaming kids, high on sugar and bouncing off the walls ( Read more... )

so i went to the oh so wonderful dorm today.. three main events happened ( Read more... )

why cant one thing.. one little thing that i would reallly reallly enjoy work out.. ya know.. i know its gods way of telling me not to worry bout stuff like this right now.. that im to busy and i need to concentrait on other things.. BUT ITS SOOOOO HARD!!! omg.. cause ya know.. there is always this little glimmer of hope.. and then its like.. HAHA ( Read more... )

so i bought this really awesome chapstick today.. its great.. and thats all.. anything else i could possibly say wouldnt matter.. and now.. well. thats all.. im bummed.. but.. life will go on.. and.. my bed calls..

im happy.. weird to say.. im busy.. well..getting busy.. but.. im calm and at ease.. which is really good.. i no longer feel like i have to be watching my back i know whats going on in most situations in my life now.. and that makes everything alot easier..

life is sooooooooooooooooooooooo funny... dont you just want to jump up and down...