so hi ( Read more... )

living back home now. just like the good ol' days. but were they really that good? sometimes, but they were always cheap ( Read more... )

so it's June now ( Read more... )

so, I have one week left of academics. what next? I have no idea ( Read more... )

so, here's what's been up for the past few weeks.

I found out I am done with ALL of my classes. minor = done, major = done. except that I didn't fill out my upper division or intent to graduate forms so I will probably be graduating in the summer. or the fall. but I am looking for a sweet internship for the summer. if anyone knows anything  or ( Read more... )

I can't believe it, but I probably just spent about 3 hours reading blogs and watching "The College Humor Show ( Read more... )

yesterday was considerably more stressful than today has been thus far. When I last left you, I was flipping out about band plots and audio patch lists ( Read more... )

a lot of things have happened since the last post I made wherein I described something that happened to me ( Read more... )

I am often filled with self-loathing.

I am lovesick and undone.
waiting for the one I love...

it feels terrible to still care about someone who is totally over you.

and to care about someone else new and exciting and real. and too far away to do anything about.

some days I just about give up.

sometimes I really hate my stupid heart.