I've just been thinking a lot about things lately. I think the reason why the situation with my boyfriend is bothering me so much is that we've had plans for over a year and a half for us to be together. Every night before bed I'd think about how wonderful it's going to be for us to be together. The whole idea made me all warm and happy inside. ( Read more... )

I feel so helpless. I don't know what to think or do anymore. I want to be with my boyfriend more than anything, but there are some things getting in the way. I believe that these things shouldn't get in the way, but he believes otherwise. Therefore, I'm stuck here without him. I want to be with him more than anything. It just seems like he should ( Read more... )

Is it my fault that my dad and I aren't close? When I was younger he'd always invite me over for the holidays. Not anymore. This year he didn't even invite me over for my birthday. I used to get upset and it would bother me. I'd cry and be extremely hurt. Now it doesn't really bother me. I don't cry. Sure, it bugs me for a second and then I get ( Read more... )

I don't get people. I know I've said that a bizillion times, but I honestly don't understand what makes other people tick. I'm convinced everyone in this world is a hypocrite. I don't get why people stick up for one cause and do something that doesn't fit into their proclaimed lifestyle the next minute. For example, people who buy organic foods but ( Read more... )

One would think that I would miss the college life, but honestly I don't. I enjoy being out of school. I enjoy being away from the craziness of college life. I'm just weird I think. I'm excited for what the future holds for me. I can't wait for things to happen. There's one thing that I'm nervous about, however. I'm nervous about getting a job. I ( Read more... )

I know I should be sleeping, but I don't feel like it. I'm tired, but ugh... I feel sick to my stomach and I don't feel like laying down. I don't know whats wrong with me. BAD CHINESE FOOD! I just don't think it sat well in my stomach or something like that. Ughhhhhhhh maybe I ate too much. Who knows? All I know is I feel pretty nasty right now.

Leaves blowing in the wind. Hmmmm paint on the windows someone didn't do a good job of painting. Eww the sky looks gray. Oh Patrick's IMing me I should answer him. Ok I answered him. He was being silly and calling me mean. BILLY JOEL IS COOL! My skirt is pretty I should wear it sometime. My speakers are going to fall over and hurt me. Oh well. This ( Read more... )

My mom is a good person, but I don't get her choice in men. From what I've heard and seen, my mom has never dated a man that treated her well. She's been dating her current boyfriend for a million years give or take a few. He never does anything for her. He's cheated on her, yells at her, and does anything he can to hurt her. Yet, my mom still ( Read more... )

My boyfriend doesn't love me because he never updates his livejournal!@!@!@!@!@!@!@!!!!!

So I tried to update earlier, but it got erased. Bitches I tell ya. I downloaded the livejournal client semagic to make it easier to update so I'll update more often (ya right if you believe that then I have a bridge to sell ya). I'll try though, honestly I will ( Read more... )