I'm really mad. I couldn't quit today. The boss wasn't there. I guess on Tuesday she decided she was going to take vacation. But I indirectly talked to my supervisor and she knows it's coming. I just don't think she'll be expecting it as soon as I want.

I'm at what could be a huge turning point in my life. Tomorrow I plan on giving my 2 weeks notice, even though I don't have another job lined up and probably will not be starting Law School in September uless Cooley gets something extremely messed up. I'm just so unhappy and whenever people treat me like crap and I go to the boss she blows me off ( Read more... )

So last night a friend asked me to come to the bar he was at, and since I love hanging out with him I went. Now me and this guy have been off and on for awhile but are mostly off. Last night he told me he was in love with me and he can't stand that he never gets to see me and that he's changed so much since last year. He told me he messed up big ( Read more... )

You know how on those stupid myspace surveys there's almost always a question that says "Do you believe in soul mates"? If you've ever read the responses to any you will probably notice that most girls say something along the lines of "yes" or "of course I'm just waiting for him to show up!" while boys say something along the lines of "hell no". ( Read more... )

I've been on a crazy emotional rollercoaster of life. I'm up I'm down, I hate life, I love life...ect. I fell really hard today, when I wasn't expecting to at all. Not that it's a bad thing, at least I don't think it is...who knows...I realized a lot of stuff was trivial, it doesn't matter. But the stuff that does matter is awesome. He's the ( Read more... )

Whenever I'm nervous or stressed, I always feel the need to write. I don't know why I've just always been that way. I need to write a book. Don't know what about, but I should. It dawned on me that I should have been doing stuff for grad school a long time ago. But I think I just actually decided to go next year very recently. I'm still ( Read more... )

So I started my new job on Monday which in itself is stressful. Then I also found out my mom has to go for cancer testing next month. Which is super scary too, and even scarier since my mom's generation in my family have almost all had cancer and few have survived. I think my mom is older than the people were when they got cancer, which is even ( Read more... )

I hate when my life is filled with unknowns ( Read more... )

Scott and I moved out while Ryan was at work on Tuesday. It was great, I've never done anything so fast in my life. They called Scott on Monday and said we could move in as early as Tuesday, and by 5:00 on Tuesday we were completely moved in. Of course we didn't tell Ryan we were moving out, cause he was a complete tool the entire time we lived ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just wonder when life is going to stop just being shit. So far this week, I got turned down for insurance so as of the 29th I won't have any, I found out Eric has been not so truthful when it comes to Nikki, my car got shot with paintballs, after my car got hit with paintballs I came in my house to find the back door standing open and ( Read more... )