well its half six and i havent been able to sleep a wink all ngiht, i watched muppet xmas carol and beauty and the beast. and now im waitng about 10 mins before i can tel them to get up santas been :P ( Read more... )

what if im not meant to be one of the ones who make it ( Read more... )

Dear Dad.
i have allways belived everyone must love theyr family, for being theyr family, no matter how different they are to you. how little you see them. or even if they do not feel the need to love you back.
i lived with you for 4 years of my life.
my only memories of this are as follows;
you telling me off for getting up at two am and putting ( Read more... )

okay so i never post anymore ( Read more... )

well ive been bored the past few days with no news or anything.

however i havent eaten crap in a few days i think its helping

and i just had a nice bath ^.^

ack ive put weight on..-wants it to go away- i know i been eating better latly
but not enough..y'know?

um..omguh no news!

fuck ( Read more... )

everything is fine.

thats why i havent rele been entrynessing.

im eating too much tho thro being 'happy''

but thats about it..

i kind of hate when im happy and noone eles is.

i hhave noone to be happy to.

anywho

xxx

okay its lj time cus im agravated ( Read more... )

well i thought hey i should give a quick sorta colection of thoughts in my mind ( Read more... )

well today. SUCKED.

Honest to god. SUCKED.