I think of you everyday. I barely even knew you - just 3 weeks - but you made a permanent mark on me ( Read more... )

He bought a house. He wants me and my kittens to live there with him. He wants to give this a shot - for real this time. No more games, no outsiders getting in the way of what we have - and have had for 10 years.

Wow.

So what about New York? What about the city and the life I've both loved and missed since the second I moved out of it?

Or should I ( Read more... )

There were plenty of days in our relationship that were never really notable. Texts here and there, passing glances, fleeing smiles, uneventful rides home - you know, the works. But ever since last week, I can't help but wish for just one of those days back. Just one. Just so I can know it's the last one and accept it for what it is. What it was. ( Read more... )

I need to make decisions and stick to them. Like, more than ever this is really important. I better finally learn this cause I know I'll be sooo much happier when I do.

I need to start standing up for myself. In more ways than one.

I am an awesome person. And I'm not being conceited. I just know I am. I can be the best friend anyone could ask for, I'll do favors for almost anyone, and when I care deeply for someone of the opposite sex I know no limits.

I deserve the best. It's about time I start getting it.

I just got the best news ever today. Which was definitely needed given my recent state.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Is it January yet????? Ha!

Things I've learned in just one day ( Read more... )

Shit. I always seem to get myself into these situations, don't I?

I wish life wasn't so confusing. Or that I would stop making it so confusing.

More than anything right now, I don't want to make decisions.

Think I can just let it all happen the way it's supposed to happen without really getting too involved in anything?

Ha. Yeah, we'll see.

I am so far in like that I can't stop smiling. I love this feeling. I want to drive for another hour just to be around him. I'm ridiculous. But I love it. I don't even know how this happened. It was so out of the blue. But I guess that's when you least expect it, right? :)

"I like the way you sound in the morning
We're on the phone and without a ( Read more... )

"Keep drinkin' coffee
Stare me down across the table
While I look outside

So many things I'd say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet
And count the cars that pass by

You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em
But I never asked

So let me thank you for time
And try to not waste any more of mine
Get out of here fast

I hate to break it ( Read more... )