So fuck it I couldn't sleep last night(that much never changed) and I thought about this, why? hell I have zero clue but here we are. Started reading through some of the old shit at 3:30am since I had nothing else to do, I guess its helpful for reflecting on the times good and bad. Im still working the same job I was last time I updated this, im ( Read more... )

   And here I sit at work. Why? Because of my job; for some time now I have been working at a medium sized company as a Network Admin. I knew it wouldnt be a 9-5 job like every other office worker, but I wasnt fuckin ready for this. Saturday at almost midnight and I have been here for a few hours already trying to fix a critical server. Two other ( Read more... )

   I am alive! I have a alright job right now but a new opportunity may present itself, one that may even allow me to get away for a while ::fingers crossed::

   I forget all about this thing all the time but here I am writing another entry in this all but forgotten journal of mine. The last entry I made in this thing was back in January.

1. The job at Estes never worked out because of the accident.
2. My leg eventually has healed, but with some side effects.
3. I went back to work at Clint's shop >.< ( Read more... )

   I just sort of remember that this thing still exists. Its been a LONG time since I have posted here. Here is the gist of what has happened since September ( Read more... )

   Well I had a unexpected 3 day weekend, had I known I wouldn't have had to work today I wouldn't have woke up at 6am this morning...and actually I could have hung out with friends last night. Instead I woke up at 6am got ready for work and showed up only to find out we wern't having work today. Which was a real kick in the nuts because I asked ( Read more... )

   Well where to start? I dont have a once of motivation to wake up in the morning. I really need to get back into school and get a job that can actually be useful to me in the long run, because I already know that the shop isnt that job. There are so many different reasons I know I need to get out of there for, however; I need to find a different ( Read more... )

      After a six month lapse a update has arrived, not really a good one, but something to show im alive I guess. I guess we'll start with the whole job update thing. Not at Jack in the box anymore, that stopped 3 months ago. Had worked at FedEx but quit that cause the manager was a asshole(that seemed to hate white people) and I was working at ( Read more... )

      School ended a while ago, and still no decent job to be found. Still working at Jack In The Box, and I finally just agreed to become a shift leader because I need money. I dont really wanna keep working at Jack In The Box but I cant quit(need money). So far no real job to be found, or even a decent paying one. Tim and Brandon both messed up ( Read more... )

   This past month has been northing more then work work work and some sleep. Its rather quite annoying actually, im just glad I dont have sk00 right now, or that would piss me off more. This work schedual is the most annoying it could be, in the past 10 days they have called me in early 4 times, and tried to make me work on my day off. I was ( Read more... )