No se que pasa en mi mente ahora ( Read more... )

wow.. it's been awhile... I've been using the other one to journal God-stuff, but kinda gave up on this one. so... helloworld

So, we're best friends now. Except, shallowly, I think. We talk, but rarely on anything deeper than homework (although there are random discussions about the meaning of life and the future). I don't know anything. I want to encourage her to get into a church small group. I can't be there for her on the same level as someone wiser and spiritually ( Read more... )

I wish I could write. I think prose is one of the most amazing things in the world; hearing poetry flow without rhyme, without rhythmn, without all the goofy structure that makes poetry "art" like drawing on a canvas. Prose is so much more real, it's word-music, as opposed to sound-music. Prose is above all rules; if it wants to rhyme, it can. If ( Read more... )

Do everything as if working for the LORD and not men. I don’t know where, but I know there are multiple verses in the Bible that say basically that. May my steps be worship. Etc ( Read more... )

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hum.... this is me living in denial because i have 1 week left of school and my problems can wait until then.

choir concert tonight. yay us. went to nicole's afterwards, she's mad at me for all the stuff i'm doing this summer. this is our last summer, and i'll be missing half of it. i stink at being a boyfriend. she's so beautiful, smart, funny, sweet, incredible... you get the point, anyone in the school would be lucky to date her, i can think of several ( Read more... )

i'm so worried about nicole... she's been so sad lately, i want to pack her up and run away somehwere where everything will be alright. i'm so worried, but im trying to try to try something new: letting God take care of her. he should be better at it anyway, but im still here if she decides she needs me.

so lay all your troubles down

1 year! :) it's gone by really fast... it's been an amazing year, she's been wonderful... we've had ups and downs but never so much down as up and always ending well :) i am so lucky... i hope i don't ever start to forget how lucky i am. she's so wonderful. i'm excited