does anybody notice me.. ANYONE..

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So i have feelings for her.. she doesnt have feeling for me.. anymore.. what am i meant to do.. there is nothing i want more.. then for her to love me again.. i know i fell for someone i maybe shouldnt have...but i wouldnt change it for the world.. i sit and wonder how can i feel this way, and for it to just wrong.. there aint much happiness in my ( Read more... )

I have this bad feeling.. this bad bad feeling.. i dont want to lose her.. but i feel like there is nothing i can do to stop it.. im just not good enough... is this bullshit.. i fucken hope so.. all i can think about is this.. i cant eat.. i cant talk i got my affection fixed... blood comes out of mouth.. but i dont care.. i'll sit here and bleed ( Read more... )

30 days to go.. and money is becomming a issue.. bills and bills.. and because of this affection in my mouth that cost me a bit and there is still more to come.. i feel like shit.. im so stressed.. im worried about my trip.. i dont know even know whats happening with Stacey how long im staying and stuff, she is so busy and hasent been well.. poor ( Read more... )

So i have updated in a while.. i really couldny be fucked anymore.. i dont know.. *shurgs*.. nobody really takes notices of these things anyways, unless maybe you sound upset.. so in about 8 and half hours, it will a month till i leave.. im nervous.. nervous of the flight and nervous of meeting her.. ive got this feelings its all goin to go wrong ( Read more... )

*sighs*.. still nothing...

im confused.. im sure what i should.. should i hide my feelings.. or should i show them?... Ahh :/.. i hate last week...

*sighs*

either read this or dont.. if you do.. read it all.. thank you..lately ive had the feeling of being worthless and i havent been really acting like me at all, so many thoughts have been running through my head, its just amazing.. its been bringing me down..So ive been sitting around this afternoon thinking about what to do about this.. And after ( Read more... )