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I dreamt that I killed someone again. He tried to kill me, and it was long and drawn out, but again I stabbed him to death. I was so horrified by it in my dream.. Deb was there, she had to kill someone too. There were two of them, they'd tried to set up a bomb in my car, we had caught them. It was long adn complicated... I just don't like dreaming ( Read more... )

I used to think, when I was younger, that life would get better when I got older. There was always that mystical promise of "when I'm older." It was this concept that held endless possiblities.. Like I would know what to do, I would do it, and I would succeed.
Life never gets easier, they should teach you that in a Disney movie.

So, my dad's bank account hit 0 last night, and I don't know what we're going to do. He has one more paycheck coming in, and until then, no food except what I get for opening on Sun, Mon, Tues, Wed. If my schedule changes I don't know what I'll do. My dad is being too childish to deal with this, he sleeps a lot and isn't really putting out his ( Read more... )

I keep dwelling on the past, and Mandie is the past.
I need to think about the future.. I mean, it's bleak, terribly bleak, but I need to start thinking about it, instead of missing her.

Wow, a lot happened last night.. I had a horrible day, and when I came home dad said a few things that just set me off.. It was like I was in a trance, another person, it's always like that when I lose it. I was screaming, crying.. Screaming as loud as I could, waving my hands for emphasis... I ended up leaving the house telling him I was going to ( Read more... )

I remember now how much reading helps.. I've been reading for a couple of hours, I feel better now. What's funny is that the plot reminds me so much of my life.. The part that is nothing like my situation: Lestat gets sired, then sires his mother to stop the loneliness. This is where it gets familiar, they both care about each other a great deal, ( Read more... )

I'm starting to bring my dad down.. I'm always coming home crying, and he asks why everytime, like there would be another reason. He always asks if there's anything he can do, and I feel bad because there never is.. and I suppose asking him to kill me would be upsetting to him, and I don't like upsetting people ( Read more... )

Waves.. Good, bad, good, bad.. I'm feeling better, and I'm glad that I won't have to see her until next Monday, I get to skip this one.. It's easier, the more time I have to deal with this all. Seeing her tears down a lot of progress, maybe it won't be so bad this time.. Last time I came in crying, and it was so sweet, my dad actually hugged me. I ( Read more... )