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i answered no, but the truth is all my relationships, have been serious. the thing is they were only serious for me, in every relationship i have found my self royally fucked over. so yeah i have been is a serious relationship.

.. my family did not even mention it, assholes.

its not his fault. its all mine really. i dont know what he means when he says he loves me, love has so many levels i dont know which one hes referring to. when i tell him i love him i mean it the pureset form. i love him. i am in love with. i would do everything for him. for this man i will give my life. for this man i feel i already have and i ( Read more... )

is there a differance?? hell yes!! and i will tell you what ( Read more... )

i dont feel i have to give meaning to everything i do to justify my actions. if i do something it is because i want to not cus deep emotional reason. "but what does it mean ?" ugh** i means your life lacks meaning so you make up meanings for the dumbest of things. emo fool go on be pridictable paint a canvas blue. stop trying to analize me because ( Read more... )

i have ben having the most horrible week monday i forget my home work tue i walk to work in the snow come to find out i was off wed wasnt to bad, thursday i get sent to collections and my eye gets all red looks gross as a result today friday i dont wear 1 contact so am at school i cant see shit i was doing my presentation board and its all not ( Read more... )

that is why i cant find electro club un denver haha shit , people here are so late for everything aleast a year and a half ..

in other news today is the start of a new term , boooo !! lol. i am some what excited , last term i did so well. let see what happens.

happy halloween !!

it felt great being in my kingdom.. i am really thankful deadlee drastiko cruz and chuey put up with me at their place ,, kisses loves ,, i am happy i got to see some of my friends , who knows what happen to the rest . tho i know died from overdoses uhm i had so much fun

kiss kiss kiss

i really believe some of my so called friends who i have known for years do not want to see me on my trip back home, assholes. ive know a lot these people since i was a kid shit strangers are more excited to see me!! well the few people i do see are my faves tho. anyway il have fun with out you bitches.