i just found out today naima (?) was the winner of this year top model i guess that s cool i was not really into it this season i do believe it is getting to be a bit stale most because of the trash they call models, not all of then just most. i did like her and Britney that was about it.

i really hate colorado i can not get use to it. i have had no luck finding a job i hooked up with 2 job agencies and up loaded my resume to countless job search engine's. i believe i may go back to my beloved la in june for a interview at FIDM the school of my dreams hope it turns out fabulous.

now i live in colorado and it sucks.

after months of trying my hardest not to get involved in my parents business of buying a house i was dragged in without notice they have no consideration for me what so ever they are such cunts. so now i have to fly to colorado by the 25th and sign some papers. i really what to brake away from them, they run my life way too much. in other news i ( Read more... )

i got a temporary job at blvd tattoo in hollywood only for this weekend it is a bit boring all i am allowed to do is work the register. the other night i had a lot of fun i went out with javi (sighs). we did not do much all that i did was watch him get high while i drew a sick illustration after he was painting a picture frame, the cutest sight ( Read more... )

i really want to be 100% independent but it is really hard to find a job right now i am a bit upset.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY FRIENDS AND THERE FAMILIES FROM LJ.

i was in colorado for a few days i went to visit some friends my ex gave a ride down there and we were fighting the whole way there, there and on the way back. it was so boring and i got sick i may move down there tho i do not what to leave hollywood until i become famous. i am living by my self for a whole week i am a bit lonely.

last night the bus driving cunt and i decided to go our separate paths, big surprise he was seeing someone at the same time as me. i am quite glade he is a very negative person and does not get me whatever but for the first time i do not have a crush on anyone i guess that is a good thing i can finally focus on me since i always put everyone before ( Read more... )

i just got a surface piercing 3 inches below my navel it is so cute. i got thrown out of the hollywood galleria today while doing some christmas shopping i got over it, but it still sucks. what are you guys getting your mothers for christmas? any suggestions.