Well its been like.. almost a year since Ive posted here... oh well. Im not really sure where to start... thats a lie... I would like to point out that I am MUCH more mellow and laid back now than I EVER was in any of my  previous entries. What can I say... shit doesnt really phase me any more XD I saw in my older entries that my job used to bother ( Read more... )

we dedicated the same song to each other.... what are the chances? <333

Well its been a while since Ive posted anything here.... dont really have much worth putting. Key events involve: wasting all my time on SecondLife XD, dad wrecking the car, getting caught between 2 guys. and many visits to the vet. Still work the same ol' job, with the same monotonous BS everyday. Still havent done any art or music.... Pretty much ( Read more... )

I broke up with Heath..... yeah :/

Why do I continue to do this to myself? Why do I get so curious and go looking for things I should let be? Why do I HAVE to know?

Words from years ago... they still hurt so bad.  Mostly because I dont understand them. The mistakes I made and the anger, Ive never truly been able to let it go. Part of me regrets losing it and not doing anything about ( Read more... )

My uncle is in the hostpial with kidney failure... for the second time in his life. 11 years ago, he was diagnosed with a very rare disease called Wegener's Granulomatosis.  Its in the same family with luekemia and lupis. The disease causes inflamation of the blood vessels, restricting blood flow to vital organs, which eventually destroys the ( Read more... )

So here I am, in my best friends room all alone waiting for him to get back. He and his stupid gf had been fighting over txt messages the entire time Ive been here. He's been practically ignoring me for 3 months because hes so far up her ass. He doesnt make any effort to hang out with me. He doesnt sign on to MSN anymore. We used to talk every ( Read more... )

well this probably wont be too big but who knows because I like to ramble. :D I have to aplolgize ahead of time because I just bought a TEENY TINY lil laptop and a small keyboard means a bitch ton of typos LOL

Where to start....

First thing on my mind is my trip in  a few weeks :3 goin out west to see my baby again! July 11th to the 19th |D gonna ( Read more... )

I faked a smile all day today. I faked a good mood, faked laughing, faked concern and sympathy, pretended to listen and care....

Today was one of the best days at work I've ever had.

UGH

DIETS SUCK! I feel so huuuuuuuuuungry D| water has no taste and fomgrioghdgljsdgsglkdj FUCK  VEGETABLES JFSLF they dont agree with my digestive track T____T   Im sore from crunches.... pleh