so long and thanks for all the fish

[spilling_poetry]

this will be my last entry for sometime

Comments

[devianceisbliss]

I just want to say that i love both you guys and i hope everything works out for the best, however that may be. I wish you both well.

[spilling_poetry]

thank you for your support. everything sucks at the moment but i look forward to the moment when we can be friends. i have so many hopes and dreams and kind words for stephen, but somewhere along the line i realized that i wasn't his hope or his dream and that to love him is really to lose him. i did a lot of things wrong. i know neither of us can afford to make more painful memories together. everything is for the best, but the pain still sucks.

[idesign524]

Hey, love! I will DEFINITELY be checking out all of the places you recommended. I've been to J and B's already, and I liked it... but it was like a year ago, when I was just visiting or whatever. I've been meaning to go again to refresh my memory. We went to Choochai's the other night, its Thai food, and I asked about Bubble Tea, and the girl had never heard of it. :( That makes me sad inside

alright

[spilling_poetry]

First of all, check out the no brainer places like Hastings. If that fails, I know a law librarian, a med school librarian, an architectural librarian, a nosy attorney, a physical medicine doctor, a pharmacist, and a handful of other possibly helpful people. Never underestimate your options for on-campus work. A friend of mine worked in the Vietnam archives for a summer. The museums are always looking for people. Come to think of it, one of my mom's friends may be the woman in charge at the fossil place. I think she is but I lost track of her activities when she came back from the Peace Corps. More than anything, I just want you to know that you haven't fallen off the face of the earth. Look around. Apply at Day Break. See what's shakin' at the medical center. Ummmmm, here's a good question, what is your degree plan and what do you really want to do? If I am going to pull strings and make phone calls, then it is only reasonable that I also try my best to find something you'll love. Honestly, you could be the projectionist

Re: alright

[idesign524]

Ok, so I have an interview on Monday with Ms. Robin's Day School, for an afternoon teacher's aide... if I get it, that will definitely hold me 'til I get something better. I'll keep you posted! Have a loverly Sunday!

[lyssas143]

good luck love!

[spilling_poetry]

i appreciate it. i will get in touch with you soon. i am currently such a wreck that i dare not involve anyone in my personal affairs. once i've straightened up a little, i'll get in touch with everyone. i have one full day of sobriety behind me and a lifetime ahead.