haven't been home in a while. mom called this morning to see if i had moved out. i have to get a second job by friday or else. . .what? i don't know. blah. i feel nasty. something gross is going around. this blows. let's cut off my head and feed it to the birds. strictly for the birds. boo.

well, the summer has come and gone, which means something to the academically oriented but as i am but a wandering drop out, the end of summer means only that i'll be sleeping in during a different season. ah, seasons ( Read more... )

I'm moving to Tuscon in November.

Goodbye, Texas.

i will be checking into a rehab facility before the week's end. please do not contact me. i am doing this primarily because the choices i've made for myself are so poor and destructive that i wish to have the choice to make choices stripped from me for a while. i want white walls. i want no distractions. i want to wake and sleep and eat at the ( Read more... )

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this will be my last entry for sometime ( Read more... )

i beleive that stephen and i have finally reached a bridge we cannot cross together. or maybe a better scenario is that the ship has been sinking for months and i've been trying to fight it with buckets and blind faith. and all the while the captain is angry that i'm not doing it fast enough. so he stands at the look out looking out for nothing ( Read more... )

Much ado about nothing: for those of you out of the know, i'll breifly catch you up. hmmm... i'm married. i have a kitten. i have a dog. i have a $2000.00 vaccuum. i'm enrolling in a class to obtain my license to carry a concealed weapon. my dad wants to get a 380 special for me ( Read more... )

i lost my job on the 3rd of december. right-O, kids, i am unemployed. but the job search goes on; rather started this afternoon. we're broke. we DID christmas. presents for all immediate blood relatives and in-laws to be. harassing phone calls from creditors and an appetite for alcohol have made for an interesting but not totally riveting ( Read more... )

WOOOO-Who!