It's really hard to look back at all of this and what I've written. Every entry is either "fuck this" or "fuck that." It's sad to think that I was so angry with the world at one point ( Read more... )

I used to be different. I used to be innocent and sweet and loving and alive and somewhere along that road, I lost my soul and every living part of me until I was left with bits and slices of reminders. And my love of life now rests in the beauty of others and my complete devotion and care that no matter how sad they are, they will one day pick ( Read more... )

So my life is pretty close to perfect ( Read more... )

Today I finally understood my good friend and how he is able to heal himself by helping others with their problems rather than opening up about his own. It happened when I was leaving the school and a random girl that I'm not really friends with came up to me and spilled her heart out to me. I felt a sense of relief because I was not alone with my ( Read more... )

you keep your heart where i can barely reach it

I love looking through old shit. I just found a stack of journals and poems i wrote in like early early elementary school. one was about a unicorn who used his horn to attack people whenever he got mad although the entire poem seems to praise him on his carefree nature. hahah. such contradictions. i like getting into the mind of me ten years ago.

I know that there seems to be a desire among humans to interact, speak, love, Describe ( Read more... )

I have AMAZING friends ( Read more... )

I don't see a point to certain things anymore.

If I do not want what you want, please try not to tell me that my want is wrong ( Read more... )