“I want you to tell me about every person you’ve ever been in love with. Tell me why you loved them, then tell me why they loved you. Tell me about a day in your life you didn’t think you’d live through. Tell me what the word “home” means to you and tell me in a way that I’ll know your mothers name just by the way you describe your bed room when ( Read more... )

After frying an unhealthy amount of garlic potato wedges & cheese filled oven baked chicken, I decided it wasn't enough to quell my intense desire to make food appear. So I made French breakfast muffins, but that didn't help much either. My cookies 'n cream cheese cupcakes are currently cooling in the fridge, and I'm hoping they'll somehow ( Read more... )

Unsettling dreams intertwined with each other last night. I started by losing my (in reality nonexistent) boyfriend, and they refused to let me be with him in his last moments. I also missed the funeral. After it was over a hearse arrived outside my house with three bodies, one of them his, to let me finally say a last goodbye. I took his ice cold ( Read more... )

My head is spinning with thoughts I don't understand, and I've had an odd couple of months. To an extent I suppose this is normal, especially when you've very un-intelligently gone cold turkey off of your anti-depressants... It feels like who I've become through the last twenty-three years is crumbling to pieces and indignantly trying to build ( Read more... )