I am so tired of seeing Hugh Jackman as Wolverine. Seriously. Lets get someone else up there now, like Alan Cummings.

I'm certainly not convinced that I'm capable of being an artist, ever. A hack, yes, an artist, not a broadway's chance in hell. I, at times, feel like I'm able to vocalize my ideas for films, songs, comic books, and books. However, after letting those thoughts out into the open, much like blogging, I have this after effect of self-consciousness ( Read more... )

Life is really great. I'm switching my major to medical biology, I want to do something with my life that'll help people. My friends are all awesome. I'm dating a great guy. And, at least for me, right now money isn't tight. But it's just those little accents, those sharp periods of negativity that make me want to jump off a fucking roof.

God I'm such a loser. And I just plain feel bad about whining, I do. I just don't know how to stop being a loser. It's harder than you'd think

After ( Read more... )

Ugh, I'm such a whiney bitch. I oughta just make it official and start crying and cutting myself. Geez man, from reading this you'ld think there was NOTHING good in my life, which is a big fat lie. I'm lucky as hell to be who I am, where I am. From reading through this lame livejournal you'd think I just sat around and whined all day. Blagh to ( Read more... )

And now I feel alot worse because I've had a million chances to do well and I've either completely ignored or fucked up every last one of them. This is it, it's down to the wire and I've messed up for the last acceptable time. I've completely fucked up my future in college. I was told, point blank, that if I didn't pass my classes this semester ( Read more... )

I feel alot better now. I think I'm one of the few people who can say that talking at long lengths with their ex makes them feel good at heart.

I will put up with so much for music it's amazing. Music is awesome...that is all.

I feel really relaxed right now, really at peace which shouldn't be the case with a final in 10 hours. I just talked with two people who mean the world to me and I got a few of my problems out and I'm really really glad I did. Which reinforces my belief that if you have a problem you need to talk about it and work it out. So now I'm going to ( Read more... )