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lj back in action? what what!! haha i don't write here anyway. i guess i should fill you in on what you deserve to know ( Read more... )

im listening to the postal service and in the next room my mother is listening to some not so bad jamaican music. today i feel a little wierd. its kind of an empty feeling. i haven't pushed much emotion in days and little things that kill me i have been forgeting. i don't know if that means im getting better. i feel very blan. today my mother woke ( Read more... )

my comps back up. i still have to re-download alot but atleast im back!

i doubt im gonna say anything else here for a while.

amyway its time to take care of bussiness, peace bitches. x.

Happy Thanksgiving everyone. :)

p.s.- im feeling good today.

hmm. i would like to personally thank the broken social scene, hannah black, jay, ryan and even emily. tonight i don't feel so bad even though i had to give up something that truly ment alot to me. im ok and hopfully in the future you will be to. <3 ( Read more... )

my stomach hurts. but this morning i was looking through old pictures on my comp because thier wasn't really anything else to do when you can sleep at 8 in the morning. i took them when i was eighter jogging in the summer or hanging out a few nights in jays backyard and rays backyard and one from bottles in my house. i remember thoughs days. i ( Read more... )

today - my mom washed and faded some of my favorite t-shirts that wheren't even dirty. but my brother came home and danced all over the room. school was kinda sorta bad and good i did horribly in class i was just way too burnt out and couldn't even do my homework. but i wasm't upset and had fun seeing ppl. i had some good convos with alot of people ( Read more... )

so yesterday was the first time i was really upset in a while but im feeling better. the reson why i felt so bad probably was i was expecting so much outta the day and it just kept getting worst. i guess i had alot of time to sort shit out over night and finnally had a wonderful person thier to talk to.<3 ( Read more... )

Today was horrible. I feel like shit. It started ok and i smiled every now and again but fuck. I might catch a ride with matt casey to peace fest but i dont even wanna be thier.... party for tomorrow was cancelled or postponed until next weekend maybe. might end up still going to one but i dunno. i hope my brother comes home then maybe just maybe ( Read more... )