so the Pope has fallen. now im not a very religious person and his death wont change that. im not going to be fake. i am a catholic though. i have to say that he (being libral) did so much for mankind and made an effort to help everyone (even non-catholics). even when he was sick, he made trips and brought change for the better. the end of ( Read more... )

today i was talking to matt and he had the idea that i should rock a blue tux to prom. i said no. he said it would be mad 70's yo(considering i have an afro and all). i said that would be hot...hmm. i'll only wear a blue tux if i was singing in a grindcore band. he said that is hot shit ( Read more... )

i finally saw all the rings. i watched the first one twice today(which now makes like 6 times), the short film for the first time tonight and ring 2 yestreday (which i will not speak on.) hmm i liked the short film. i want a camera now ( Read more... )

things have been great lately. NHSMUN rocked we got 2 awards for our school and had an amaizing time. i got alot closer with some of my friends and alot father apart with others. will is a genious and an amaizing delegate. one of the best partners ever. nyc is very lonely, when it comes to setting. the city makes you want someone so bad. i dont ( Read more... )

these last few days have been pretty good. slept on the couch last night but it came with a good story or 2 from my mom. my dad's b-day was just another day except he took off and did work at home. i had HSPA testing so i got a ride to school from jay a few days. its funny how he has so many friends at my school and he doesn't even go thier, let ( Read more... )

ok i might just be talking out of my ass right now but i've noticed more and more that it makes me feel better. dispite who hears getting this bullshit out feels real fucking good. i just watched a movie. it was a movie that had a love loss shitty relationship in it. im not gonna say which one because it will let you know who im thinking about. i ( Read more... )

i have been so fucking happy lately. alot of good has happend. i got auto accepted for the next two model un confrences and i think thats a rad acheivement. i get to go to ny and washington so hopefully i'll get to take some pix. philly was amaizing i got some great cd's and jammed with some of my best friends. altho alot of bad shit kept my mood ( Read more... )

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i wrote an entry but it seemed too open so i deleted it. thats the second time in 2 days that has happend. i get everything out thier but then revise it to make sure i wouldn't piss anyone off or make anyone think something different than the truth and letting something out thier that might have people act strange around me and just ended up ( Read more... )

life rules. but thier are a few ups and downs to things on my side of town. i have the guitar concert tonight. man its gonna suck. which i have to get going soon. no school tomorrow. my ears are ringing. fire drills suck. my lip hurts like a bitch. braces suck. but should be off soon. talked to emily, kinda, i think, not really. don't want to go to ( Read more... )