fuck all this bullshit all these hoes in this world can just suck my left nut i never did anything wrong to deserve to bve dropped without a word ill always be here for u bull-fucking shit chris wants u for himself and u want him for yourself the go the fuck away with each other the least u coulda said was that u didnt want to talk to me nemore ( Read more... )

so i try to call up a friend and get no answer and then 15 mins later her b/f calls and says he's gonna kill me and stab me in the face cause i hit her. well for one i never hit and female in my life and never would and as far as i knew me and ashley were still friends well ashley if thats changed could u let me know cause im not gonna listen to an ( Read more... )

hmm it seems like i never know what to do in life <----- sounds like me well hey all been awhile since i put anything on here well life in all over the place im happy im sad im indiffernt w/e skools going good and work well work is wqork i really like someone there or i thought i did but the ore i think about it the more i relize that i shouldnt ( Read more... )

well who cares theres few out there that truly care about me and even more few that show it but i dont like this life im living i feel used or unneeded. if i were just ot all of a sdden be gone who would notice that im gone for the right reason not that he doesnt come to work anymore or he hasnt been in school who would acctually wonder why i was ( Read more... )

well iunno ive been in a weird state of sadness its borderline depression but i still act happy and mayb now the mask is even fooling me cause a couple of people have been able to tell somthings wrong with me but its these same people that notice that never hang out with me notcie it right away. weird huh/ maybe its cause i let the mask down ( Read more... )

welcome back everyone... wait theres nobody in the stands im hear all alone, well so much for ashley D she doesnt want to go out with anybody for a cople of months but w/e thats kool were still friends i didnt get to attached but now i found out stephanie likes me and mayb i like her too it seems like a crush but that how it always starts but w/e i ( Read more... )

for all those people who i try to help and dont want it then fuck off im tired of getting pissed caused i try to help and u dont wanna listen its fucking bullshit atleast u had someone thats trying to help and im fucking sry for moving on. ill just stop my whole life for you and wait for u to come back which wont ever happen im fucking through with ( Read more... )

WELL THIS WEEKEND WAS BORING EVERYTHING I WANTED TO DO I COULDNT I HAD PLANS ON SATURDAY TO GO TO THE MOVIES WITH ASHLEY B. AND THEN I HEARD THAT SHE WAS GONNA GO TO THE MOVIES WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND I GUESS SHE FORGOT THAT WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO SEE THE CAVE. BUT W/E IM USED TO BEING FORGOTTEN, THE WAY LIFE IS SUMTIMES EVERYONE TAKES U FOR GRANTED ( Read more... )

well i wonder from time to time if u really love me, if u really do care about how i am or if its all just making conversation, do u really want me to succed in life or is it all a lie to make urself look better. do u feel special when u put me down and nmake me depressed. what is it that u want from me, is it death? if i were gone would your life ( Read more... )

how do i get myself into the mess of life, i always get myself into complicated situations. situations where the right answer involves pain for myself and it seems i set myself up for it everytime. am i just supposed to watch life from the side and help all who need it, its all im really good for is helping those in need, but what am i to do when ( Read more... )