So this well has been fun. Took my vacation was able to have some fun. Went to Chicago, went and saw Ashley which was great we picked up right where left off. What made it amazing was that Tony was with me the entire time. I did say some. Erg mean things to him, and I hurt him. He says he hurts cause he knows how much he hurt me. I can't really be ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. Found the part to fix my car that I can actually do myself. Went to dinner at Tony's with laxman, I never had Indian food and it was amazing! What was fun today is I had a lot of fun with him. Of coarse I make a few comments outside legue but I was just enjoying the moment. I'm figuring out how to be the friend and to get over ( Read more... )

Saw that movie tonight with Tony. It was amazing. Had some words with Tony and I can how much he truly loves me. And even tho he is seeing someone I know I can still count on him. It's my turn to wait for him because I want to let me be with me and me actually be what it was supposed to be. We talked for awhile and I can see he wants to be apart of ( Read more... )

I always go back that old Ozzy song. Fun fact it is off his 1980 relapse of Blizzard of Ozz titled "Goodbye to Romance" it isn't really exactly what the title proclaims, it is about friendship and it being a romance and romance being a friendship "goodbye to friends, I'll tell you goodbye to all the past, I guess that we'll meet, we'll meet in the ( Read more... )

7 days....I cannot do this. I think I will go insane and then mad. I will develop cabin fever! Jk. But I could....what am I going to do.
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Just recently I figured out you do not know what you have until it is actually gone. As with most things, we tend to do that ya know? I realized how caring, loving, compassionate, truthful, genuine, heartfelt, beautiful, amazing, you were. I for one have always had this terrible problem expressing how I felt about things, even with Carlos, our ( Read more... )

I asked myself today....Eric? When will you be happy?

I miss my companion, sad to hear things make your heart sink to the ground....

Where?

Are you? What have you found?

I miss you
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Sitting in the osf waiting for Brandon's surgery to be done. I have always this weird fascination with hospitals. But at the same time it amazes me how far we have come in medicine. I'm hungry. Randomness pretty cool they page you about everything to let you k ow how the patient is doing. Anywho. I am doing alright. Counting the days go by. Kinda ( Read more... )

You're daddy said you should stay away from a fool like me ( Read more... )