Things are changing....

Met a guy who I want to grow old with...

Work is a lot better....

Have great friends....

As lucky would say having the world and yet still cries at night

Things are changing....
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Somedays I swear.....

I want to just say goodbye but it eats me to say goodbye never could I?

You have gone on sooooo far so consumed, maybe one day you will see that I've been waiting here this whole time.
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I stay up too late
Got nothing in my brain
That's what people say
That's what people say
I go on too many dates
But I can't make them stay
At least that's what people say
That's what people say
But I keep cruising
Can't stop, won't stop moving
It's like I got this music
In my mind, saying it's gonna be alright

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I made my peace. I said what was on my mind. This week has been crazy been so busy with work like its a good thing I become so involved with work I forget everything else. What sucks is when I hit reality. Carlos text me back which was great. I'm glad to see he is doing well. I told tony that I want to get to know him more and have him know I'm ( Read more... )

I need to get back to wanting to be successful and put my personal life on hold again. I wanted to give up. It's all or nothing everyday in mine and your life. If I can have one wish. I'm tired of people saying this and that and knowing. When did my life become tmz? Wanting to know what has nothing to do with me? All I have done is tell the truth ( Read more... )

The thought of letting go is killing me so much. But fate is kicking in. I'm seeing God is saying Eric it is time. I feel like someone is dying. I don't think it's realized what it means to let go. Chicago is up in the air. And I'm fighting with myself to say go eric. What if I go? Leave behind the love that I feel is my life? Leave my team? I ( Read more... )

Never said it was easy you know.

Cher right now....

you know you know you know, you've gone too far ( Read more... )