Could it be that things are looking up?
Looks like it.

It feels good to know you're mine.

This weekend was a good one.

I am so glad we are all mature.

On friday I got my package from Ilan! It was perfect and completely made my weekend before it even started ( Read more... )

So is the meaning and reasoning for all of this going to suddenly hit me? Why am I working so damn hard and for what? If anything, it's just running me into the ground and I am going to hit bottom soon. I am not sure how to pull out of this nosedive. Run away to a lost island? Perhaps ( Read more... )

Fantastic weekend. Fantastic party.

I feel flames again.

If the days are all the same maybe they will go faster.

The only fun thing I am doing this week is going shopping for a certain someone who is having her birthday. I'm not telling any names though.

What was I thinking with this schedule? I mean, really.

If October 17th doesn't work out I am walking to northern California.

There's beauty in this land but I don't often feel it.

Come on now.
Something needs to happen.

By the way, I am done with this 3 hours of homework a night. No more of that please.

Thank you and good night.

Anton, October 17th.
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October 17th.

"This all hurts me so much that I honestly believe you're the one this is hard for."

It's over, I knew it would be but I didn't think at such a hard time. Things seem to be falling apart around me. I refuse to go down with it. But I admit, I am miserable at this moment.

That will change.