1. To be happy with or without my relationship ( Read more... )

I am over thinking, over analyzing this precious moment.

How is this school year going to be?
Better and faster than the last I hope. I almost consider these next two years to be just speed bumps, keeping me from where I am going to end up.

I edit my thoughts.

I have him back but will it make us both happy?

Enough is enough.

Begin transformation now.

I am leaving now. Wish me luck.

I hope everything goes well.

Be my romeo,
Please be my voice in this world.
I can't sing the songs that you sing.
I can't find the gorgeous words.
Will you be my Romeo?
My go-go Romeo?

I have decided that I need more music. I want to have a different band/song/noise for every mood.
I want to have a soundtrack for life. Really, is that too much to ask for?

Some songs are just too beautiful to believe. 23:52 is too short for this song.

What a waste of an update.

Dear You,

I can't talk to you anymore, let alone see you.
You have turned into everything that you used to hate.
You disgust me.

hugs and kisses,
Me

Hypocrisy is not a word you usually want to associate with your father.

In this case I am willing to make an exception.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARY O!

He didn't call.
I may have ruined up my best friend's birthday.
I disappoint my mother.
I can't go on a road trip due to above statement.

All discovered in the last 5 minutes. I am on a fucking roll.