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my crappy day
Why do I feel this way? My heart is breaking and for no reason. Im tired of living this non eventful life.
Thats all im posting for now
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So..
I write this here because this is the one place I won't be judged for what I write ( Read more... ) -
ready for the drama to end
so i have never been one to date a vindictive woman or to be a home wrecker, apparently i have become both. I began dating Katrina in late december of last year, we onlt dated for about two weeks. when we first started dating she told me she was divorced. that was lie number one. a week later i begin getting threating emails and phone calls from ( Read more... ) -
Cloak and dagger
Cloak and Dagger ( Read more... ) -
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So lets start from the beginning. I woke up this morning after have reoccurring dreams last night about the ex. yes the ex. Recently we had quasi made up and are on hey-we-can't-be-friends-on-facebook-but-I'll-unblock-you-from-being-able-to-find -me status. If this were anyother case, i totally would not let it bother me. But she's the longest ( Read more... ) -
again and again
I had another dream about you. Only this time , you were working. you were a receptionsit at a church, and I could see you but was so angry that you were even there that i could not talk to you. I walked down a hallway to sunday school. there my brother was involved with little ones, as a sunday school teacher. my sister and I on the other hand had ( Read more... ) -
It Starts With One
It happened again last night. I had the reoccuring dream of getting you back. I don;t know why I want you back. and to be perfectly honest in my day to day life, I don't need you or want you. I don't need the drama you bring, or the pain that followed. i don't need someone who feels the need to strike back at me everytime we talk ( Read more... ) -
its a little bit funny
I think its interesting the way girls interact with me. here lately , Girls treat me like an adorable puppy, who was cute from far away. They look and say "aww how cute id love to get to know him" and then I mention " oh by the way I'm unemployed" The door shuts and i hear from them no more ( Read more... ) -
a new start?
so i have found an internship that i am going to apply for. its a cmap internship and will teach me for a year how to run a camp basically. then after that hopefully i can get a job at a summer camp fulltime, which would be amazing. thats all for now -
here i am
not a whole lot has happened to day. I feel further to God thatn ever before. but im trusting he's there and he's listening even though i feel so far away.
I realized today that alot of this lonliness i might have brough on myself. but at the same time the people i unfriended from facebook, didnt really talk to me.
things have to get better soon.