Dream about boy i have loved since the beginning. Dream also involved current boyfriend. But am ready to throw it all away on this dream and cheat in dream. ahhhhh pleasure is poison ( Read more... )

After having the privelidge of seeing Damien Rice at his Eumundi gig and his Tivoli gig i have a new perspective on life. I am going to live until he comes out again. Only this time it will be with Lisa ( Read more... )

Hmmmmmmmmmm. Pondering what to write.........

Ok. maybe. nope. FUCK THIS

Ok back in brisbane. Have been for a long time. Have you ever had one of those years when nothing goes right. And when you think that nothing else can possibly go wrong it does. And you think it again and again something goes wrong again.

I have been through hell these past few months. A friend died in a freak accident, my depression got to its ( Read more... )

Ok so i'm in old Rockvegas once again. Does it feel strange? Yes. Do I want to be here? So far i'm undecided. I'm indifferent ( Read more... )

If I could write a thousand poems

They'd be all about you

About all your beauties

And what you've put me through.

I've cried a thousand tears

And shed a pint of blood

All to be at one with you

You hide away my fears.

All I ever needed was your breath upon my neck

Your sweet whispers of nothing

Could bring the most intense delight

But I lie here ( Read more... )

My younger sister left for Borneo this morning. My older sister is in France. I am in a place where its cold dark and nothing moves around me. Occasionally in the corner of my eye i see something flee, but when i look to see it it's gone. In my dreams i see him. He's calling out to me to come and play and when i try to move i can't and he laughs ( Read more... )

Some mornings I wake up wondering why I bothered opening my eyes. This morning I woke up feeling like a bomb had been dropped on my body. My shoulders hurt, my eyes felt puffy and for some reason my pyjama pants had twisted so tightly around my stomach that I felt like an annaconda was wrapped around me. I only had three glasses of wine. I'm not ( Read more... )

On Wednesday I will be joining the thousands of others that reep the benefits of centerlink. I will be attending a "seminar" probably aimed at making you feel more like a hopeless nobody than you've ever felt before. I can see the other faces in the room now. I will be seated next to guy with torn clothes and holes in his shoes who smells uncannily ( Read more... )

Boy- " Can i ask you something. Just say the person you were seeing slept with your best mate twice while you were away and then they wanted you back, what would you do ( Read more... )