Just wanting to vent...

[spiritcreations]

Venting in two places is better than venting in one. I originally posted this to the AVEN forum, but I thought I'd post it here, too. I'll just copy and paste everything, even about how I didn't want to originally post in my LJ. XD  I need a hug. :(

"I wasn't sure if this should go in the rant section, but since it is not about asexuality, I put it

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[citrusbastard]

You need a vacation... You must have something superhuman going on within you.

[spiritcreations]

It's just the love I have for my family. I'd do this for my aunts, uncles, and cousins, too. I agree though, I *really* need a vacation. I'm thinking about just taking a half day at work and making it up tomorrow. I have the beginning of a migraine and it's starting to get so much worse, but I'll try and push through the work day as much as possible and only rest if I have to. Otherwise, after work, I'm taking a definite nap. I'm also totally making stroganoff for dinner... that sounds good.

Oh snap... I can't take a half day today because I have to go to the Amish store tomorrow and get groceries, so I have to work late as it is tomorrow. Crap. D:

[calicatmerlin]

You're such a saint to your family. It's a shame that you have to feel underappreciated for all you do. Wishing you and your family well.

[eccentricfurry]

Shaye, do you need to have a venting session? You can always call me hon--anytime, okay?

Also, yes, you need a break--even your superhuman, determined, mega-power self needs down time to recharge occasionally.

If I can do ANYTHING to help, please let me know, okay hon?

[archaeoerika]

*huge huggles* can I call you tonight hun? we haven't talked in forever and you sound like you could use a chat!

[spiritcreations]

Hey hun! Sorry I am just now getting this. I fell asleep after work. Yes, yes please call. :D I'd love to talk to you! Or, I can call you around 9 since I remember you saying to call after 9. :3 I dunno if you have my new number or not. If not, I'll call around 9, if you do have my number, then call anytime. :) *hugs*

[spiritcreations]

I don't really feel much fear anymore about going out into the world. In fact, I want that. :) Really bad! However, I do agree that that could be why I stayed in the past because I wanted to make sure they were okay, and yeah, I sacrificed a lot. However, my parents did not raise me to stay around. They did raise me independently. I had to be independent at such an early age because my dad was working so much and my mom was sick. Minus getting a ride here and there, which is the only way I am currently dependent, I have always been independent. I pay my bills and always have a job and help out and I can take care of myself, I just need to get that pesky license and a good job soon! XD In fact, over the years ever since I was old enough to leave, my parents have told me to go out into the world and live my own life. They're certainly not keeping me here, I am the only thing keeping me here

[spiritcreations]

Also, what is up with you bringing up my asexuality out of the blue, anyways?