I'm lonely. I have friends, I have co-workers. What I don't have is someone to share with. I've spent a bunch of time the past weeks thinking about the past relationships I've been in. About the things I've given up on, passed on, missed out on, lost. I'm definately in a bit of a depression, trying to figure out what to do ( Read more... )

Hey ... Random little post here. I'm creating a weblogging program, from scratch, and I'm going to need help, because this is SO far over my head. Anyone with interst in following the project, joining me on my crusade, or just enjoy watching me weep like a little girl, add spiritblogto your friends, and I'll add you as soon as I notice.  Also ( Read more... )

I just watched the last half hour of "50 First Dates" ... which I've seen before. It's such a sappy movie, but it got me thinking, probably like I do every time I watch it ( Read more... )

Dear God ( Read more... )

Anyone up to talk? I seem to be an insomniac lately ... not totally sure why, I'm sure I can come up with a few reasons ... but yeah, anyone up to talk? 1am CST ...

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I need to get this out of my system so I don't send it to herI can't do this. I hate this. This ever-lasting limbo as you figure your life out. For 6 years we've been in limbo, we finally get ourselves together, finally say what we've been thinking, and now even though you said you were ready, you're not. Funny, I've been there, sometimes I ( Read more... )

HAPPY NEW YEARS TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!!

I'll update when I get back from partying in Jersey

Just had a wonderful convo with Erin (no, Ca, not bama, will/erin that erin) ... I miss her ( Read more... )

wow ... texas wouldn't that be interesting?

weird ...

I used to look into your eyes and see love
You wrapped your arms around me and I felt love
You said you missed me and I heard love
You kissed my lips and I tasted love
I breathed your exhale and I smelled love
You've taken my senses, and I miss lovejust weird ... not really sure where that came from ... not sure at all. Who knows what I ( Read more... )