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[spiritedfairy]

 Surprisingly this week has gone by pretty quickly-- minus feeling so absent in life.

HaHa gotta stop day dreaming, I've been thinking WAY too much about everything. I was cooking food for the mom a few mins ago and totally sliced my knuckle with the can lid. I didn't even notice for the longest time haha. I just must be out of it.

Gah, I've been

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[turettn]

Thank you for not drinking by yourself. It would just be depressing.

[spiritedfairy]

yeahhh... it probably wouldn't be too smart would it.

thanks for caring neal

[icedragonballa]

lizzie we wouldnt shoot you!!! and i can understand the no control thing, i think that sometimes but eventually the level ends and i regain control,at least partially.and thanks for not drinking alone, that could turn out real bad.

P.S. Check out Noble_Son on lj, it might help

[spiritedfairy]

yeah you're right... in the end people always get some control, things turn out alright...

and yeah... i don't think i could drink, i just was desperate to be happy. really stupid, i know.

ohhhhhh your quote thing!!! those lyrics were perfect. thank you eric.

talk to you later! :)

[icedragonballa]

theres nothing wrong with wanting to be happy, just go out for ice cream instead...lol and your welcome, ill see you tuesday prolly.

[hari_seldon_iii]

I hope people don't hate me right now ( i can think of a few) I appreicate those who have been helping me--- if you didn't know it now you do haha. everything has to get better.

Yup, and the polls are in, 99.99% polled believe that it is impossible to hate you. The rest were ilegal immigrants and had no idea what I was asking them.

or I could get drunk right now-- nobody's home... and I seriously wonder what that would be like... but then people would be angered at me... and I'd kinda be a hypocrit... so I guess I won't.

Yeah, pretending you didnt say that................

I am sure you are having fun, GLGS!

[spiritedfairy]

LMFAO, chris... you're hilarious :D

and you know i wouldn't... i just felt desperate... but i couldn't. it just wouldn't be me.

yeah, the lock in was fun! thanks!

have fun and good luck at your campagining thing today! and with all the play practices! hell week, oh boy.

talk to you later!

[whipped_cream88]

I know times are hard right now--but during times like these, you need to keep your self control, the self control I know you have. Don't use material things to try and get over your pain. You're better than that. Well--one material thing does work though..i do have to say...CHOCOLATE! LOL!! Just with every thing that goes wrong, you can't drink or hurt yourself. You have to pray, you have to talk to the people who care about you most, listen to music, and just get through it. Because life has its bumps..that doesn't mean we should just give up. Be strong, Lizzie--I know you can! I can see that strength in you every day...I just wish you could see that potential in yourself too.

[spiritedfairy]

MONICA
i freakin love you so umch
i know-- you're right, in every way ( i DID have some chocolate after you wrote me this, and it was good for me haha)
and i'll try not to do anything to myself, i just regret it anyway, it's so pointless and stupid.
i'll try that... what you say...
thanks monica you're an amazing friend :D
i love you!

[whipped_cream88]

oh--and i love you so much lizzie! trust me--nobody could ever in a million years hate you! I mean--JUST LOOK AT THAT FACE!! LMAO.