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It was the first day of school today.  It wasn’t anything extraordinary, and I really hope school gets better.  I remember at the end of last year, I would actually look forward to each day, remembering each exciting moment, and savoring each minute.  I remember back in January through April last year, each day would drag on, all days running ( Read more... )

I've been so moody today. I've gone from being happy and actually feeling good about myself, to being bored, to feeling like no guy could ever truly care about me, to feeling depressed, to feeling hyper, to feeling moved, to feeling the tears in the back of my throat yet again. Those were all my feelings of the day, and now all of the sudden I ( Read more... )

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I have this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach that I just wish would go away.  I have a choked up feeling in my throat that I get everytime I think about school starting.  It's like I'm venturing into the unknown--not knowing what will happen in the next 9 months of my life.  Junior year in those 9 months so much happened to me that I could've ( Read more... )

Summer is ending

I dreadfully do say

And it becomes just a memory

As I go on my way

My summer of dates, friends, shopping

And finding myself

Realizing my life does have meaning

And I’m not just another book on the shelf

My bad memories of the past year

Of being so deeply blue

Drifted away from me

As I begin a new

And I know deep down in my heart

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I've had a busy week this week!  I love my busy weeks, lol.  Because when I'm busy I don't have time to think.  Thinking always gets me into trouble because I always end up thinking about bad memories that I'd rather not remember.  When I was talking to Chris online last night I came to the conclusion that I don't even want to have a relationship ( Read more... )

I just got up at like 11 this morning, which was because I couldn’t get to sleep for anything last night.  It was so horrible.  I went to bed at 12:30, didn’t get to sleep till 1:30, woke up again at 3, didn’t get to sleep till 5.  So now I’m tired outta my mind, which hopefully will wear off by the concert tonight.  Everything that I don’t think ( Read more... )

sry for being all Spazy McSpaz today, lol.

I bought carebear pencils yesterday..*woo* I'm a kid at heart, what can i say, lmao.

Caitlin--if u read this--wear fishnets tomorrow..lol. Monika, Margaret, and I are all wearing fishnets, haha! Bright blue fishets are sexy, haha!!

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100% in punctuation baby...haha! Go me!!

I watched "Never Been Kissed" for like the millionth time last night, LOL. That's such a good movie--it always makes me feel better :o) That's gonna be me someday LOL. :P