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[spiritlessheart]

Im making a new journal. Fuck this shit. It really really pisses me off that you fucking bitches dont care enough to show me your support. I mean, wow. .. thats it. Im done.

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[forced2smile]

Ouch.. that hurts :(

[spiritlessheart]

Yeah, you know what? It hurt me too. Only one person here, [Lindsay] made a comment giving me any kind of support. You only made a comment after I made my last post ABOUT nobody posting. Nobody else even bothered.

[forced2smile]

Well i havent really been been posting much but i trey when i can. I'm sorry if i hurt your feelings but it partly not my fault. And no if i try to offer you any help it\s goign to look like i'm sucking up, so i dont knwo what to do but say sorry. .

[spiritlessheart]

You know what, just forget the whole thing, Im just rather depressed and stressed out cos of everything, and its hard on me. I love you guys and know you all try and offer your support.

Look...

[thatshott]

First of all, I am not a "fucking bitch" and second of all, I didn't even know what happened till about 3 damn days ago. I haven't been getting on LJ at all, so once I'd finally read it I figured any meaningful support should have been offered already. My phone was shut off so i don't have a number to call you at, plus I wasn't cool enough to have your cell number so calling your house wouldn't be much use anyway huh?

So, please before you make generic comments as such. Don't asume the worst of people, because although most of the general population is a total asshole, those that aren't don't deserve the hurtful words.

I am very sorry to hear what happened to your family, and your house. If there's anything I can do to help, let me know. I can offer a helping hand in anything really, someone to talk to, physical labor needed for the re-build. Or even an internet connection when your dying to get on-line. I know I haven't been the best of friend, kind of out of touch with everyone really.

I don't know, i am going. p sout.

cici

Re: Look...

[spiritlessheart]

First of all, I KNOW you arent a fucking bitch, and you know i love you, as i do just about everyone on my list, but this event in my life was HUGE and changed everything and all i really wanted and needed was to know that i had people there for me when i needed them. i dont have a cell phone, or a home phone, so you COULDNT have called me anyways. This was the only outlet I had and was really hoping to be able to get online on my bad days and see loving and supporting comments and concern from people i view as friends. But i didnt get that, and it hurt me. And the comment was meant to be generic, because, the large majority of my list just flat out ignored me. period.

But Cici, I am really very sorry if I hurt your feelings, I love you very much and I do know how hectic and unpredictable your life is. I hope all is well for you babe, I love you soo much.

[vomitedfeelings]

let me have ur new name when u gget it
- im very sorry ive notbeen around to help you out- ive been tied up with wrking- PLUS i just lost my baby and im not doing so well.

[spiritlessheart]

Im so sorry to hear that :( , I know how painful that is, I went through that a year and a half ago. If my baby was still with me, her birthday would be coming up here in 3 short days. Its amazing. Anyways, Im always here for any support you many need as well. *big kiss*

[illdiebyourhand]

and you waste your time trying to insult someone who cares less about whatever the fuck you think.