SO I dont get to go to LA and help my best friend Graduate or meet her Boy Friend. I feel bad that I disapointed her and I am not gonna be there for her but she was understranding and said that she is just glad that I don't have a life threatening disease. SO Yesterday I had a totally scare and I will try to be as brief as possible ( Read more... )

Is it just me or are we girls more horny and sensitive on our privaledge (a.k.a. period)?
If you feel comfortable sharing let me know the skinny ladies-

to much STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

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oh yeah - YUM hot tree guy, tell you more latr

I love you girl ( Read more... )

Dedicated to Sleep ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while cause I haven't had internet. Even now that I have my internet I am hesitant to update cause I don't want to bitch and moan. At the same token it would be so not like me to lie about how I am, hide it yes but I am not going to be untrue about it. The truth is that I am sick of being down and I am sick of thinking and ( Read more... )

Not getting my hopes up ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

I will clear some shit up... The paragraphs are labeled so you don't have to read unecessary shit ( Read more... )

I can't even put into words what is going on and how confused I am. I am so scared this is gonna end so badly that I can't even enjoy it for a moment. I can't believe I didnt realize how I felt about this until I went through it. I stand corrected about myself, love, and what I want. I hope all will work out and that I will be strong enough to get ( Read more... )