Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.
I kept dreaming about getting high, really drunk, or doing another hard drug. I want so bad to escape my mental state. I want so bad to be ok. I want so bad to let it go. I want so bad to finally accept that people aren't "basically good
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so my mom gets really pushy about going out yesterday. I get ready and wait for her as she gets figetty (spelling?) with her hair. We finally leave and she falls down the stairs of my apartments pretty hard. So I pf course am panicking and one of my neighbors (the noisiest one of all) just happens to be walking by comes up and helps us. I run up-
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This song came on that he listens to all the time on blast. I was at lunch between classes and I broke down. I cried and I was trying so bad to hold it in. I hate this shit- ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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I am suppose to be writing my paper for Philosophy of World Religion. Ok correction, I was suppose to be done with that and in bed by now. Instead, I am up wishing, thinking, contemplating, and wondering
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This is what needs to be said about Ali: I need to get over him and move on. The details are to much to put into words. The relationship has turned into exactly that Mahasti song: Labkhand. Loosily translated into english she says something like, "One my mistake was the first smile that I revealed, and I will pay for it forever with a broken heart
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