the shrink wasn't too bad, i guess. we mostly just talked about boring everyday stuff. i was all ready with a bunch of bullshit about how stressed i've been feeling, but it never came up. oh well.
this is so lame. they want me to see a shrink. i'm not crazy or anything. (no more than anyone else, anyway.) they just want to go through my memories and tell me what is important and what isn't. good thing i started offlining the important stuff here. hrm, maybe i should lock all the old entries. it would be just too embarrassing to have them
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god, i just can't win. now that nasa is being all careful around me, i just want to get back to work. except i know that when that happens i'll want them to leave me alone again. why can't i just be happy at whatever i'm doing? it's like i don't know how to enjoy things anymore. what's wrong with me?