now they're totally walking on eggshells around me. it's a nice change from all the orders, but i feel really bad about it. i can't even make a plea for attention properly. at least they're all focusing on opportunity. for once i'm really glad of it.
can't i just explore mars in my own way? i don't need this constant ordering around! when do i get to make my own choices, anyway? it's my life, after all.