YEAH it's been a while since ive used this, but i can't goto sleep so i midas well do something useful. Lets see, Christmas i was just pissed off the whole day i dunno why i didn't even go see my family i just layed down all day madd depressed im not sure why, but my mom says i need to go on Anti-Depressents, which is supposed to make you happy but ( Read more... )

yo, wats good. nothing much here, yesterday I woke up at 3:30 then went to Ryan's crib. Shortly after that Kev picked us up, drove around thinkin what to do, saw Scott and Matt in Northgate, then we drove all far to cop treez.. It's 8:13 and i have surgery in 1 hour.. they paper said dont drink or eat anything prior to the surgery cuz i could die, ( Read more... )

IM A RUFFRYDER

WEED SMOKIN

GUN TOKIN

HEROIN SUPPLIER

NO PHONE CALLZ GOT MY SHIT WIRED

Last night was bad, real bad.. I had the worst headache in the world, i just wanted to die, i was havin cold sweats and i could barely move, Wen't to the doctors today, got medicine prescribed Than wen't to Dunkin Donuts again.. After that I wen't to Matsons for my last pay check and picked up Ryan. We chilled for a while, Recording and shit.. Then ( Read more... )

Hey and what's up to whoever reADs this.. hmm lets see, yesterday woke up at like 1:30 went to Dunkin Donuts wit my mom to get coffee, then I stayed home until like 4 and went to Nate's.. After that i think kev, matt, and ryan came through, forget what happened... looong night don't ask... Shortly after that Scott picked me up and wen't to his ( Read more... )

Things are so good, (positive attitude) NOT- First off I got fired... how fun, im broke as fuck. Went to the doctors they said i was depressed and crazy or some shit. I dont know wtf to do with myself, jump in front of a car i guess......

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Today i woke up didn't feel all that good, so called outa work, then Matt came over and chilled, around 2 Kev came throught- and chilled, me and matt got stopped by the pigs, but once again nothing happens, shortly after that we met up wit Ryan, and Shayne. chilled then came back to my house, then matt got picked up.. This is my plans ... Im going ( Read more... )

Different day .. same shit....
Everyday I wake up, wondering why im still here and whats the point.
Sooner or later you have to work just to support yourself i mean whats the point, im not tryin to sound all suicidal and sh!t but im fed up wit alot of shit and all of no one would understand where im coming from.

yoooo its 11:30 in the mornin, im mad bored. Yesterday i didn't do shit really, i woke up went to Nate's house chilled there for a lil bit came home and went to bed. The day before that i wen't to Craig's house when he got home from work.. got high off of marijuana then 10 blunts of crack (nah j/k).. Today i'm sitting on my ass prolly doing nothing ( Read more... )

Yesterday, i woke up around 10, played some game for gamecube, than sat there for 3 hours doing nothing, after that i went to my cuz Matt's and we chilled and watched t.v, on the computer... Shortly after that i went to Nates house and chilled than Matt C came over and we went in the hottub, its was fucking freezing tho! After all that was done kev ( Read more... )