i can taste my tears again....

oh mike....

i didnt mean it. i didnt mean to make u think my love was questionable. my heart hurts again so much. i cant stop my tears that keep running in agony.

my heart is in a fucking blender.

how i wish that your were mine.....

My auntie died last week, and today was her funeral. I feel like such shit.

Auntie lucy, i luv you.

The buriel was so impersonal thanks to US National Cemetary, she deserved better then that.

I dont even want to be home 2nite.

I didnt tell anyone!

I wonder how my dad feels???

how the fuck does theSTART, THE BIRTHDAY MASSACRE & Lunarclick play a show together.
@the fucken roxy!!!
i just died.

its been forever here. but i had to vent to myself.

this song reminds me of jacquie n lauren and our forever great trip to IKEA.

life sucks when your soulmate is gone.

sheesh.

life has been a swirl of emotions for the past month or so. me and mike broke up but this time its different. were not togther but we are if that makes any sense. our heart are linked together, forever if i may add. but i dont know, he says and i know its him, hes just.. i dont know, problematic and watching out. i dont get it, but i get it. like ( Read more... )

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how the fuck did BAUHAUS play at the glasshouse last night and i knew not one thing about it till today ( Read more... )

i guess you know when it truely is over, when people feel nothing, numbed by the pain, chemically dependent...

oh my fucken jesus H. christ...the new album by soviet is like....greater then great. and im not lying, i love keith ruggerio. if u love some wonderfully wonderful synthpop then just... no seriously this album is beyond great everyone needs to buy it. NOW ( Read more... )

i thought this was to wonderful to even pass up!