this is for all of those unsaid i love yous and it is for the most unexpected present that popped up in the most unexpected place ( Read more... )

judging the situation with you and me. everything revolves around you and how you feel. i pull the same shit that you pull and im thrown into a guilt trip because it didnt fit your schedule. who is the true villain? myself. i let myself get upset, i let myself feel bad because of your double standards, i let myself cry after hanging up even though ( Read more... )

the night is bitter and wakes you up abruptly when 2 phone calls and the voice of someone who cares doesnt. the warmth of a body underneath a thick blanket can undo the damage that the cold wind caused. when i looked up at the moon, it was partly there, cocked to the side, almost smiling. pathetic fallacy- i think it was laughing at me, almost ( Read more... )

The love that you feel after you just fell is like a baby. Its new and untainted and I wish I felt the same way. I wish that everything you did felt new and special to me again and I wish that I didnt understand what you meant when you said something a certain way. I wish the novelty hadnt worn off. I want the old original passion and ambition ( Read more... )

you know what its like to be unsure, right? am i kidding myself? of course you do...its you. me and you, i was always afraid of the latter leaving but when it starts to cross my mind more frequently, and not in such a bad light, does it mean i fear it as much as i had? i know im full of questions but ive never been at this point before. its not ( Read more... )

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finding something you care about is the most amazing goal to have. having a smell thats an ecstasy that sends you tripping over your limbs because no one can keep control when theyre going crazy. not the bad crazy though, the kind of crazy that makes your head spin a little and your eyes just a tad hazy. theres nothing wrong with thinking ahead at ( Read more... )

ive gotten complaints. thank you and im sorry. there is never a problem with letting the world know how you feel in a personal one-on-one situation, right? i think im always suprised because of the fact that i have very very low expectations that are more than met ( Read more... )

people believe what theyre told. i give excuses and reasons for something that make slight sense but when thought about make none and i wasnt questioned once...thankfully. im soaked and i dont know how i got that way so i try to remember and place the events chronologically in my head. its too hard. when something drastic happens your mind distorts ( Read more... )

it would be nice to be involved 50-50 but if one person doesnt contribute then the other obviously has to take charge. i want your opinion, i want another point of view but if no one is willing to give me this then im going to have to stay closed-minded and biased. one word always comes to mind when i think of you. would anyone really want to be ( Read more... )