The past few days have been absolutely perfect.

Here's hoping the feeling sticks around awhile longer.

This is the message for the anonymous idiot who posted a comment (which I rightfully deleted) on my last entry ( Read more... )

I've never really thought of myself as a private person, but I've begun to realize lately that I don't open up quite as easily as I'd imagined ( Read more... )

Brian kissed me.
I'm not sure how I feel about it.

He's a nice guy, certainly, and we had a lot of fun talking, but I don't know. There's not really a spark, if you will ( Read more... )

Hmm. So I should probably update ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do ( Read more... )

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I almost feel like two different people. Yesterday I felt like my life was over, and today, aside from some fatigue I pretty much feel okay ( Read more... )

"This will not last. The pain will fade."

I'm sure it will.
But will I make it to that point?

There is no one.

I feel...strange.

Volatile.
Slightly destructive.
Angry.
But simultaneously,
extremely apathetic
and
listless.

The world is pissing me off
and I
could
care
less.

But mostly I feel like I'm a horrible person.
Sometimes I can't understand why my friends are friends with me.
I'm bossy, critical, selfish and self-absorbed.

ugh life.