As the bills pile up and the money disappears.... I can't help but ask myself one question.. What will you do Emily?

And it hurts to know the answer is... ~anything~

So... 18 passed on friday the thirteenth and went by with the same feelings of loneliness and this uncertain feeling of being lost.

But... it still went by... and now there is a girl who is officially a woman by law...

I'm unhappy with my life...

or maybe it is lack of sleep... and the fact that June 9th was the day my life began to end... when trust and naivety left my bones and took to the winds...

Something tells me to take a deep breath and this breath I choose to take...

But afterwards... I still can't breath well.. and I feel sick with my stupidity.. with my gullibility... with my quick attachments..

I'm afraid I'm as dumb as I ever was...

I think he's cheating on me with a 16 year old girl that he used to be good friends with... He says that she's his sister.. by marriage.. and so he would never do that.

I know for a fact she's 16 and he kept telling me that she's actually 17... he lied twice to me about her age...

He says he would never do that but... suddenly I'm suspicious... ( Read more... )

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Me (8:54:42 PM): Shouldn't -you- be in bed?
John (8:55:00 PM): No, vampires don't sleep
Me (8:55:14 PM): *smirks*
Me (8:56:04 PM): Bite me.
More me (8:56:06 PM): ahahahah
Even more me (8:56:08 PM): I made a funny
John (8:56:23 PM): Yes, you have successfully brought on the lolz

Comment to this post, and I will ( Read more... )

Okay okay

So totally... not.. gonna.. glo......

COLTS WOOOOO YAAYAAAYAYYAAYYA

*INDIANA PRIDE CAUSE SHE'S A HOOSIER AND BWHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Leg warmers... are special types of things. They're like arm warmers.. but.. for your legs ( Read more... )