I've lost touch with the world... And I'm not quite sure how to get back in touch.

So in two days I'll be twenty years old.  And even though I have reached several mile stones that completely and totally label me for my age and above.  I don't feel like I'm twenty.  I don't know if I really even want to be twenty.  I think I'd be happier at like sixteen or seventeen.  But I have a daughter now and any chance of reliving my old ( Read more... )

I took a look in my memories today, the posts I thought worthy of saving and putting in a special place.  And I realized as I read through the dark items, the happy items, the sad ones and erotic ones that I'm no longer the same person I once was.  I've lost a lot of things and I keep coming back to that same statement... Always coming back to all ( Read more... )

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I've already told my girlfriend.  If Hugh Laurie came to my house and commanded me to be his, I wouldn't even think twice.  She has accepted this and I forever wait for the day that my british love boat will sweep me off my feet and discover that I have Lupus.

~And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don' ( Read more... )

 Brandon went to jail again... he won't be out till the 20ieth of December... so I'm pretty depressed about that... but 50 days is better than a year.