Stuck somewhere between who I am and where I want to be.

I'm giving up everything I have in a years time to actively pursuit my dream of getting this movie made.

I think I'm ready for this.

I hope I'm ready for this.

I'm ready for this.

A.Ventura. "Adventure."

Sing to me now
A little bit louder
Into the night if
Anyone's out there

One for the stars
And one for the sailors,
One for the broken heart
And the failure

When the sky is a little too fed up with rain
Can I get on your little wings and fly away?

And I feel I should know this place
As a road winds on in a wide open space
The wind plays a haunting tune
As I make my way through the night all alone

I'm dreaming again of a lonesome road
Where I'm lost and I've got no friends
Just the rocks and the trees
And my lonesome dreams

We are the music makers,
And we are the dreamers of dreams,
Wandering by lone sea-breakers,
And sitting by desolate streams;-
World-losers and world-forsakers,
On whom the pale moon gleams:
Yet we are the movers and shakers
Of the world for ever, it seems.

It has become abundantly clear to me tonight, that I deserve every bad thing that has happened to me. This isn't a woe is me, or a sad emoIt has become abundantly clear to me tonight, that I deserve every bad thing that has happened to me. This isn't a woe is me, or a sad emo post. I've done a lot of fucked up things to myself and to others. For ( Read more... )

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I must look like I'm running away
To you at your faster pace
I wonder what it is you could have seen, in me.

I'm the evil one who said.
Gonna let everything just happen
Just like my chest, my ears are proud
The collision is such an ugly sound.

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there is nothing you can do that i have not already done to myself.

I just don't know if i'll ever be as happy as I want to be.

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